Wednesday, December 31, 2008

why can't we just celebrate it extra special?
so what if it's just another year gone by?? s
so what if you think we may have alot more new year/christmases in the future?

why can't you just treat every moment with me like it's your last?

i really want to look back in the near future, and at least have a smile on my face that i've spent the turning point of another new year especially happy with you......

and that we have not been wasting time together.

i wanna love him with every fibre of my being. but why does he makes it so difficult? how can he be so selfish and sarcastic and always just thinks for himself, refusing to care about the tears that i shed? i try to make things work but why can't he just compromise??

he says he won't change back, but look what i've become?