Monday, September 29, 2008
8th day
met up with lionel to go to church together. he and vera has alot of issues to settle man and that girl is just drifting her life away, irregardless of anyone around her. i feel really sad for him as he has so much to offer and yet get treated by her this way.went home after lunch for a nap before meeting mum for dinner. had one of the worst dreams man. one word: self cannibalism. dreamt that i was working in a really big office and was talking to colleagues when a video poped up on one of the computer screens showing a girl forced to eat herself up!! one of my colleague got berserk and apparently tried to get a coloured contact lense out of the webcam, which got stuck there. i tried to close the window but yet it just kept popping up again and again! then everything went dark and one of my colleagues is dead and the berserk girl(who is still kinda hysterical) was threatening to kill anyone who dares to seek help and tells us why this happen. it appears that she was peeping into the murder and that girl(who was forced to eat herself) saw her and came back to her as a spirit. wanting her case to be made known. it was also that she was wearing that coloured contact when she saw and lost it a few days later.
went for dinner with mum with her keep throwing unneccessary comments at me. met angeline, a very talkative friend i have't seen in a while and ended up chatting alot with her. from gossips of other beauty consultants to flavoured condoms.
when mr horny called at night, it seems like he has nothing much to talk to me about, which kinds of worries me. i don't want us to be a couple who has been together for too long that we have nothing much to say to each other anymore, more of like tired of each other's company. i thought that distance makes the heart grow fonder, but this clearly is not the case.
9th day
partly wish that i went to school, then i do not have to face all the complains about me that my stupid stepmum will have to say. like i do not have anything else to bother about. i seriously cannot stand her naggings and her wrongful accusations...
i want to get away.
love.
chanel
♥ the last words are written at 12:34 PM
Friday, September 26, 2008
5th & 6th day
5th daywoots~went for snorkelling!.
much to the astonishment of alot of school mates, we had snorkelling lessons during school hours! lucky us, the sun was up and hot, so its time to get tanned and get some water action. kinda weird breathing through the snorkel at first and kinda got choked while diving a few times due to the fact that i forgot i cannot breathe as per norm.
met fel after school for Mos burger and talked about almost everything! i haven't seen her for aeons~ misses..
met shu fang and joanna after meeting fel in tampines to accompany her for dinner and some talking. although was on the verge of breaking due to fatigueness, we still managed to have alot of fun. eddie and shu yun came later to join us and we had fun making fun of him.
went home only to find out that my PP report has gotten rejected AGAIN~~!! how many times must that bitch reject it??? she pinpoints on every teeny weeny bit of detail, which includes that date on the cover page, which i did not know what date to put as she has F**KING HELL rejected so many times!!!
mr horny called while i was in the midst of mental distress and was not being of much help. although i just wanted to talk to him on the phone, i cannot stand him always telling me that he's gonna hang up after like 10 mins! i know that i should not expect from him so much, but at least can't he even give me a treat after not communicating for one whole day?
totally broke down when he just hung up on me. first my PP and now this. totally at a lost. this should be the first time in a long time that i cried myself to sleep. maybe i should'nt expect so much whether he calls or not, not when it can affect me so much.
6th day
effing angry with eddie and shu yun. although we have already agreed to meet at 7.30am as eddie is fetching us to school, they actually last minute decide to do otherwise just because of the rain! and me? should i go to school and be late or don't go at all? lucky that my dad came back from fetching my sister to school or i swear i'll never forgive them. hate people who goes back on their word. especially at times like this.
had rock climbing lesson, was to learn about all the equipments and blah blah blah~
so many people i know are getting hitched!!
went for Rex's and Valerie's wedding dinner and i have to admit. i was smitten by the decorations! black and roses was the theme, with every table litted up by candles, surrounded by roses. aww man, i wanna get married!!! mr chia kept making fun of me by saying that i must finish the second round of food as i'm still growing and that i must take down notes for my own wedding. bah~! the weding dress was gorgeous man...... totally smitten. wil upload photos once i get it.
effing PP rejected for rework YET AGAIN!! i effing hell hate her!! and i think she hates me too. i've even asked Daniel ang (module chair for cultural) and he says that overall my content is alright!! alright and yet she does'nt approve?!?!?!?! bitch Bitch BITCH @#$%^&*(^%$#@#$%^&*()_)(^%$#@#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%^&*(*&^%$#$%^&*(^&*(!!! hope she burns in hell for causing me so much mental distress!! even fel said that she was way too sarcastic! URGHH!!! i hate her!
7th day
had to stay home to REWORK my EFFING PP at the expense of going out with kel. did i mention how much i hate my advisor??
meeting shu fang later to chill, that is if she gets around calling me.
one more week and mr horny will be back.
love,
chanel
♥ the last words are written at 12:01 PM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
4th day
10 more days and he'll be back!he has just called (i love it when he calls these days) and told me that they are expecting typhoons over in Hainan!! omg........ please don't let anything happen to him.
daddy god,
please protect him from harm and all adversaries. i trust him in your hands daddy for your hands are big enough and that you who are the maker of the seas and sky will not let anything come against him. bring him under your wings and let him live in the shelter of your wing. last of all, let him come to know you and learn to love you like i do.
love,
chanel
you are my hiding place and shield; i hope in your word.
Psalm 119:114
♥ the last words are written at 10:06 PM
Monday, September 22, 2008
3rd day
although last night me, Yan ming and shu fang was conferencing for the longest time for trying to straighten out my insecurities and making me laugh while crying, i still can't help waking up shaken from the dream i had.*i was at the airport waiting to fetch him and saw him coming out. and although he still came over to hug me and stuff, i noticed him looking over to her while huggin me,( strange thing about dreams is that you get the 'camera' view of everything, just like on tv!) like they have something going on between them.*
know i should trust him, i'm really working hard on that. but those very same questions keep probing me.
heard some news about the KPE. 12KM long and 16 ERP gantries. Isn’t that 1 gantry every 800m??
ok, this is scary. mr horny just called (from china!!) and told me not to worry so much about him and that he knows about the talk i had last night with shu fang and yan ming!! i think shu fang told her bf which in turn told mr horny. how great. now our bfs are gossiping behind our backs. what is the world coming to??
shu fang just told me that Kaman had gone to hospital and so being the worriesome me, i called mr horny and he said that Kaman was down from overexhaustion. apparently, he did not eat nor drink and even did push ups. talk about acting tough. now poor shu fang is so effing worried for him.
oh god i miss him. mr horny i mean.
love,
chanel
note to self:
-get PP done!!
-get guess bag(s)
-chanel gold lip gloss
-vintage bag at bugis
-borrow $$ from dad
♥ the last words are written at 8:30 AM
Sunday, September 21, 2008
2nd day
just finished watching 'message in a bottle', and although they were not really following the storyline, their tear-jerking ending was satisfying.woke up from a very weird dream, and while i was bathing, getting ready for church, a thought struck me and has been on my mind ever since. its something that Yan ming mentioned in the car to me while on the way to Bugis yesterday and yet, no one, no one who knows about it is willing to talk to me about it. although i feel the need to scream and shout, i can't. much as i want to know more about the matter, i know it will only jeopardise whatever is precious to me now. but yet, i got this bugging me the whole day.
i don't want to be the last to know. and yet, i'm not sure if i want to know the truth.
love,
chanel
♥ the last words are written at 10:00 PM
Saturday, September 20, 2008
15 freaking days~~!!!
for those of you who do not want to bother reading about my rants as a spinster and my whining about how much i miss my boyfriend, you guys can just scram off for 15 days coz..........I MISS MY BOYFRIEND!!!!
i've decided to write a 15 days journal of a typical spinster's life. yes, no procrastination.
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mr horny left this morning. was kinda upset that he would'nt spend his last few moments with me but with his friends, like as if he won't be seeing them and only them for the next 1/2 month. HUMPH! tried my bestest not to break down in front of him and was getting quite proud of myself. manage to hold out till Yan ming hurried me to leave. was getting a bit more settled when Yan ming send me to Bugis before he had to say the whole I-CAN-SEE-YOU'RE-PUTTING-UP-A-STRONG-FRONT thing to me. man........ i tell you, something seems to wrench inside me that my tears started welling up again.
went to Bugis to meet cuzzie Vera for shopping. needed to get Fel's prezzie as today's her b'day!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FERLY.....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
searched from bugis to suntec city before deciding to buy her a BRA. met Lion whilst having lunch at Soup Spoon and it was kinda weird as Lion and Vera are breaking up and there i am, like some light bulb. so he tagged along while we shopped, at least they got their happily ever after. at least for now.
i seriously can't be bothered to pose.
DECLARATION: LION'S GETTING ME A GUESS BAG THIS X'MAS!!
hahaa. now you can't get away with not buying me that bag~~ wahahahaha. i'm evil.
my mum is so cute!! as she could not get me on the phone, she naturally called mr horny, and this was what she said to me.
mum: min where's shaun?
me : he's in Hainan lor
mum: oh! he's in china?? no wonder just now i call him to find you and he said he's in China and i thought he's in Chinatown.
hahahaahhahahaaaaaaa. laughed till my tights almost came off.
Lion was super nice by treating me for treating me to dinner at Kenny Roger's Roasters, as a thank you for giving him a chance to meet vera after 3 whole months. i swear if i do not see NEE NEE NG for 3 whole months, i woul have died man. god know's if i can even survive this 2 weeks!
Lion's family is like super cool! dad's working in the AVA and driving a Lambourghini and mum's a weapon designer. friggin cool man i tell ya.
WHEE~~~~ mr horny just called!! *twirls around the room* he says he misses me and that i gotta behave myself. awww... anyway he's gonna get a calling card from there so that he can call me more often! can he get any sweeter?? and did i mention I MISS MY BOYFRIEND????? (i know lion and vera is sick and tired of me saying this, just as much as mr horny is sick of me asking him not to go hainan.)
woke up with the feeling that another friggin' stye is growing on my upper eyelid. and lo and behold! the stupid MF just won't let me outta it's sight.
gotta go sleep soon. i miss him so much.
note to self:
stop thinking of him so much to the extend of spacing out!
get gold Chanel lip gloss
get bag for school!
start reworking on PP
love,
chanel
♥ the last words are written at 11:27 PM
Monday, September 15, 2008
top 10 musicals to fall in love with!
i've just watch Mammia mia! and you should all do too!! almost everyone in the cinema knew the lyrics to the songs by ABBA that i was almost sure everyone was going to stand to sing and dance! ( which sadly did not happen)lovin's musicals soooo much that i'm going to blog my top 10 favourite musicals of all time!
how can you not love The Phantom Of The Opera?? i'm willing to spend hundreds just to watch it! the possesiveness of the phantom just makes him drop dead sexy. and who can resist the songs???
'Diamonds are a girl's best friend!' show girls and money for sex. i just love old london where caberet girls are the stars of the city. the addition of forbidden love of the social hierarchy makes this musical one of my all time favourites!
i know this is a very old musicals but how can one just not love the classics? and besides, i grew up watching and singing to 'getting to know you', 'i am 16 going on 17' and 'the hills are alive... with the sound of music..' and eating macaroni.
mama mia, here i go again, my my, how can i resist you?
so what if you hate musicals? Pierce brosnan will give you 2 reasons just to watch it.
1) he's smokin' hot
2) his singing is hilarious.
mr horny kept commenting that he sings like a russian.
i'm so going to get the OST.
darkest musical ever!! johnny depp was so good that i forgotten he had turned from drunk swaggering pirate to callous cold-blooded barber. love the unexpected twist in the end that it reminds me of the compositions i used to write back in secondary school.
Good morning Baltimore~~!! this movie is colourful enough teaming up with catching tunes and john trovolta, who can get enough of this??
another musical i grew up with. shows the egoistic side of the typical man and that summer love can also mean everlasting.
very sad and yet great musical. another classic whose title many singaporeans do not know how to pronounce, meaning 'the miserable people/ poor people', portrays the great love of a father who comes in the form of an ex-convict still on the run but doing good deeds for the greater part of his life due to the compassion a man showed him. sadly, the movie hardly features any music from the original musical.
Disney movies get me high!!! although zac and vanessa looks cute together, i still love ashley tisdale and her bimbotic-ness. remember to catch High School Musical 3!!
♥ the last words are written at 12:23 PM
Thursday, September 04, 2008
its been so long....
ok, i know i have procrastinated and alot of blogders have been complaining. but time constraint has been my constant companion these few days especially with me fretting over my Professional Profiling and a timepiece that mr horny calls 'my obsession'. but noooo mr horny. you are the obsession. =)HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY. 18.08.08
oh yes. it has been a very unexpected but meaningful year with my baby. alot has happened and yet mr horny has been stubbornly loyal. not like its a bad thing either. just want to thank him for keeping to his word about not letting go and I LOVE YOU!!!
went for dinner at a place called Jerry's where to sell steaks that are quite palatably pleasing. got a pleaseant surprise when we went home as it was pouring like mad that night.
yeaps. 500 candles!!and with some help from mr horny's mum and brother with the lighting up of candles..
actually mr horny and me did most of the lighting and the whol room was like 500 degrees!! we were both perspiring like mad.
awww.... how sweet. at last mr horny has got hos very own shirt.CAM-WHORING................
don't mr horny look really gay in this pic??
mr horny really thinks that i have a fetish for eeyores...
I lurrrve this photo!!!
~AARON~
my cousin from wales has come and gone. for two whole months i only managed to take one measly photo with him. *sighs with regrets*
aww man... i miss him sooo much!!! i miss the times when we go to Chinatown together and he keep complaining about how everyone(literally) was staring at me and makes him want to beat those old man up for staring so hard.i miss the time when we went all the way to hilton hotel just to try their cheesecake.
i miss the time when we went into a jewellry store just to make fun of the salesmen by saying we are looking for an engagement ring and that money is not a problem.
urrrgh~~i just miss him.
proof that mr horny morphs.......
RANDOM PICS...
yeaps. we are pastors in the making..
poor me, mr horny does not wanna take photos with me.
mr horny teaching the correct way of standing when preparing to swing a club.
mr horny teaching the inapropriate way of swinging a club.
