Tuesday, November 04, 2008

privacy please

one can never get privacy on this blog. even when i lock it, people like mr horny complains 'unblog your blog!'

think its time to start another one, one where i can have all my verbal vomit there and yet have the priviledge of knowing that no one else will know.

told him that we should not meet too much, and for now, it should be limited to weekend for this week. i don't know what kinda outcome it will be, just hoping for the best. that is, if i really am taking up too much of his time. but since that's what his friends have been complaining about, and that they mean so much to him, i guess its time for me to step back. call it reverse pschology, yada yada, call it all you want.

we've hardly spend much time together, even during my holidays, judging that he keep wanting to go out with his friends. but oh well, something's gotta give right?

talked to the most unlikely of guys last night that even Eunice got a shock on why i would talk to him, and he's not jason, and i found out that he is not as terrible as i thought, that is if he does not have an ulterior motive. but instead, he really just listened and commented by saying the weirdest things possible like '' believe me, if this were to continue, it will fall even faster than the stock market''. *lost*

but talking to him has added one more worry on my list. damn.

amotivated to do anything, seriously, not even sleeping. what can i say, i don't even know why i'm jealous when i see loving couples walking on the streets, as if they can see nothing else but just each other.

sighs. oh well. much as i want to see him everyday and make him stay by my side every single minute, i've just got to learn how to let him go.