Thursday, October 16, 2008

get this: i'm a model, not a friggin pornstar

i'm seriously sick of guys wanting to know me just so that they can get into my pants or under my shirt. i've had enough of it! i'm not a sex object that you guys can fantasize and try to get a touch here and a feel there you know. just so that i'm a model, does it mean i have to put up with this??

get this: i'm a model, not a friggin pornstar.

much as i like the feeling of being accepted, i don't need you guys telling me that my pictures makes you hard or that you can't stop thinking of me. i may be all that, but i'm no slut.

*end of rant*

school is getting really boring. just watched a video by Randy Pausch and i can say that he is a really good speaker. too bad he has to pass away so young. really inspired by his last lecture, titled 'the last lecture'. it talks more on how he tries to achieve all his childhood dreams and he makes things sound so achievable. he is like all of us, having had alot of setbacks in his life, like not being able to be accepted into Brown. he's a inspiratonalist.

getting really tired these days. sick and tired(literally) of everything. as i sit here,wishing to be Rip Van Wrinkle, where he fell asleep and not wake up after 50 years, thinking maybe that's a good idea! that'swhat i should do, just sleep and not wake up, till maybe my prince come and kiss me awake. =) what a great way to wake up to. except without the bad breathe and crusty eyes i don't think i'll mind such a fairytale.

'experience is what you get when you don't get what you wanted'
randy pausch

love,
chanel

do you know what happen to the boy who got everything in the end??
he lived happily ever after...