Monday, September 29, 2008

8th day

met up with lionel to go to church together. he and vera has alot of issues to settle man and that girl is just drifting her life away, irregardless of anyone around her. i feel really sad for him as he has so much to offer and yet get treated by her this way.

went home after lunch for a nap before meeting mum for dinner. had one of the worst dreams man. one word: self cannibalism. dreamt that i was working in a really big office and was talking to colleagues when a video poped up on one of the computer screens showing a girl forced to eat herself up!! one of my colleague got berserk and apparently tried to get a coloured contact lense out of the webcam, which got stuck there. i tried to close the window but yet it just kept popping up again and again! then everything went dark and one of my colleagues is dead and the berserk girl(who is still kinda hysterical) was threatening to kill anyone who dares to seek help and tells us why this happen. it appears that she was peeping into the murder and that girl(who was forced to eat herself) saw her and came back to her as a spirit. wanting her case to be made known. it was also that she was wearing that coloured contact when she saw and lost it a few days later.

went for dinner with mum with her keep throwing unneccessary comments at me. met angeline, a very talkative friend i have't seen in a while and ended up chatting alot with her. from gossips of other beauty consultants to flavoured condoms.

when mr horny called at night, it seems like he has nothing much to talk to me about, which kinds of worries me. i don't want us to be a couple who has been together for too long that we have nothing much to say to each other anymore, more of like tired of each other's company. i thought that distance makes the heart grow fonder, but this clearly is not the case.

9th day

partly wish that i went to school, then i do not have to face all the complains about me that my stupid stepmum will have to say. like i do not have anything else to bother about. i seriously cannot stand her naggings and her wrongful accusations...

i want to get away.

love.
chanel