Sunday, September 21, 2008

2nd day

just finished watching 'message in a bottle', and although they were not really following the storyline, their tear-jerking ending was satisfying.

woke up from a very weird dream, and while i was bathing, getting ready for church, a thought struck me and has been on my mind ever since. its something that Yan ming mentioned in the car to me while on the way to Bugis yesterday and yet, no one, no one who knows about it is willing to talk to me about it. although i feel the need to scream and shout, i can't. much as i want to know more about the matter, i know it will only jeopardise whatever is precious to me now. but yet, i got this bugging me the whole day.

i don't want to be the last to know. and yet, i'm not sure if i want to know the truth.

love,
chanel