Friday, July 04, 2008

I'M SORRY

TEARDROPS

on the way home, a thousand thoughts went through my mind, not knowing why he was speeding. was it because of his friend? was it because he was angry? was it because he wanted he wanted to get rid of me? probably.was it because he wanted me to get home asap to rest? i doubt.

i'm sorry that i came out of the house late
i'm sorry that i had to wait three buses before getting on
i'm sorry that a guy came on the bus before the stop i'm alighting to ask for questions
i'm sorry that i had to run all the way from that very stop before spraining my god damn ankle
i'm sorry that i made you wait so long
i'm sorry that i was borned anemia
i'm sorry that i made you drive all the way to yishun dam just to turn back to tampines
i'm sorry that i made you worry
i'm sorry that i made you angry

i'm sorry. i really am.