Friday, May 30, 2008

back to the beginning

am i going round in circles?? that is what i myself want to find out.

is fairytales just a wishful thinking of mine? i should know by now that is it not all that easy and i don't see why is everyone trying so hard to achieve 'fairytale' endings. and yet, i see myself as one of them, working for god knows what.

people all around is telling me give up on this futile pursuit, by why is it i still have this nagging feeling inside me?

i don't want to keep going in circles, working so hard and just come to realise in the end that whatever i wanted is not meant to be. i don't want to go through whatever has happened again.

i'm lost.

daddy God, you are my beacon of light in life, and in you i find my strength, guide me in your ways.

love,
chanel