Saturday, January 12, 2008

NOTHING BUT PROBLEMS

well, all i can say is that year 2008 has been nothing but a hell wreck of problems. seriously, all the new year greetings from loved ones does not seem to be working.

although it was not as terrible as what i've experienced last year, it still disheartens me just to think of it. furthermore, now that i'm not working, i seem to be a burden to my dad and my brother as my dad is facing a slight financial my dad's asking him to contribute even more . seems like i really need to start working fast and stop depending on them AND also contribute to the family.

i feel like i'm seriously suffering from chronic fatigueness, although i know that it is partly of my PMS-ing like mad. my cramps are killing me even more then usual for unknown reasons and my mood swings are just terrible. feeling all 'emo' like what my facilitator daniel will say.

even when i try to find solace in dance, the conflicts that the two cliques are facing is excruciating. 3 weeks has past but not a single dance step has been chereographed. furthermore, the presentations in 5 weeks. which means, we are only left with 5 weeks to perfect the dance.

due to my PMS, my temper has got the better of me and people around, which includes Mr horny, are definitely affected. anyway, i'm sorry mr horny for everything............
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HOLY CRAP!!! this shit is scaring me!!! the door bell has been ringing for the past 5 mins but here's no one outside!! furthermore, for the 5 mins it was ringing, i was standing at the peep hole and there was NOBODY!!! lotsa thanks to annabelle for accompanying me.

love,
chanel