Sunday, September 30, 2007

you are a sick excuse for a mum

THE RETURN OF THE PRODIGAL DAUGHTER

sorry to all for not updating my blog but i have somewhow gotten a weird preoccupation of updating my posts only when i have photos to upload.

which in other words, no photos = no mood to blog. so that explains why i haven't been updating my blog for the longest time. thanks to fel who took forever to upload her photos ( and some procrastination on my part) i am only able to blog now.

anyway, a latest update of me is that i have returned to my dad's and loving every moment. lotsa thanks to everyone at home for making me feel like non of all these nonsense has ever happened before. i love you! anyway, this experience only made me appreciate my family more than ever. and thanks jess for enlightening me.

anyway, regarding my dear mother of mine, well, you are a really sick excuse of a mother. i really do not want to diss you but i have to have an outlet to vent my anger ok? despite everything you have done, and that includes trying to brainwash me to hate my dad and all your shrewd lies, you still have the cheek to threaten me?

i leave not only because of your unscrupulous behaviour, but as i told you before, i AM more emotionally attached to my dad and despite what he has done, it can never be more hurting than the emotional damage you have etched in me.

threaten me all you want, but don't ever think i'll respect you like i used to. i know i am rebellious, but at least i am not DESPICABLE as you are.even as your own daughter, i find it loathsome just coming to think of it. which mother will actually hold her own daughter's property and actually use it to EXTORT money from her???

thank god that although i have an insane woman of a mother, i am ABLE TO KEEP SANE.

anyway, thanks for eveything you have done, and that includes your appalling behaviour and your contemptible lies, in which i think i'll never forget, at least for this lifetime. i deride you, seriously.

alright, now that i have gotten that off my chest, in which i am sincerly sorry for starting off on a bad tone,latest pictures, which includes a trip to sentosa and fel's birthday.

me , the birthday girl and a couple of sucky bourbon coke

rave is all about PEACE

one of fel's friend karen

my outfit for the day, i mean night

oh yea, cam-whoress UNITE!

anyway, me and fel have learnt our lesson not to go Phuture on a friday and as not only the music suck, there were like a gazilion of NS guys and the dance floor was so jam packed that you can only pray hard to yourself that your ass do not get groped. which by the matter of fact, god's hearing seemed to affected by the loud blasting of the sucky music to actually hear my prayers.

went beaching with anna and clement. too bad mr horny was not there or else it would have been more fun and that i would not feel as much of a lamp post than i already did.