Tuesday, September 18, 2007

second day of school in a new semester

ALLEGED BUT NOT GUILTY

much as it may seem as a feasible idea that i was procrastinating again for the lack of updates(which on certain basis i AM guilty), i certainly was not. all thanks to my lappy crashing, i had to wait a good whole 2 weeks till school reopened before i can even blog!

oh well, i was uber busy during the holidays, so i do not feel as miserable not blogging.oops.
thinking back, i can't really seem to remember what i did. all i remembered was maybe the shopping spree and the night at Eski Bar, which was like, a few days ago?

oh yea! went Phuture on some random night with felicia and a few more thousand ear cells died again. however, did some serious grinding that night with her and attracted quite a number of attention. there were even people asking to treat us to drinks!

anyway, today is the second day of the new school term. which also means new class, new facilitators and new friends!! however, the lesson of the day was kinda shitty as it was on the links between conversion rules blah blah blah. you get the idea.

this topic is one which i would rather sleep on thank you very much. and speaking of sleep, i seriously am i need of it.

my new classmates are overall nice and fun to get along, with occasional lame and cold jokes being thrown around here and there. (i admit the cold jokes are from me ok?? stop sniggering already, mr horny!)

well, emotional coaster took a drastic plunge though after work. quarrelled with mum over something which i do not think even involves me at first which well, slowly got me involved. well, thanks mummy, for showing me your true colours, of how gigantesque a liar you are and how you are able to crush my world with just your frigging bare hands and surreptitious methods. i tried my best to appreciate the little things that you do for me but those hideous lies, am i suppose to just lap it up and forever be the subject of your monstrocity?? a puppet in which you are able to craft into your so called 'perfect' daughter?

what's worse is that you made me buy the story that my own father was going to turn against me and actually disown me?? so what now, are you trying to tell me that i am unwanted and that you are only keeping me in the shelter of your house because of the duty of a mother that bounds you? what good does it do to you? you said before that will die with no regrets as long as you get a funeral and that your body will not get eaten by dogs, OR that one day i might just see you in the paper as the next person who jumps in front of the train. seriously mummy,what are you implying at?? i've had enough of this nonsense, and to think i was able to put up with all this crap in primary school. you want me to be a good lil' girl and go home early daily,but you should seriously evaluate youself before you come judging my actions. which daughter will want to go home to a mum who threatens to commit suicide almost everytime there was a quarrel??

sorry for digressing and started dissing my mum. can't help it for the verbal vomit. on the lighter tone, pictures PiCtUrEs PICTURES!!