Tuesday, August 28, 2007
photoshoots: hate qi paos
MUSIC, LIGHTS, CAMERA..... PERFECT!sorry for the lack of updates. super busy these few days. whole of this week had been booked by either work, friends or mr horny.
anyway, regarding the class matter at hand, i do not wish to pursue the matter anymore and i hope those people are able to do the same. i do not see the need to continue dissing each other when we are no longer going to be related anymore.besides, pursueing the matter seems completely anal anyway.
went for the longest photoshoot ever today and it was all chinese traditional costumes like qi pao and cheongam. 12 hours of posing and changing of clothes. it was all in a whirl that i cannot even remember how many clothes or hair styles i have changed.
met a weirdo on the bus on the way to the the studio. this guy who do not look older than 20 suddenly sat beside me( te bus was empty) and showed me his phone, hinting me to read whatever was on it. anyway, i was in too much of a shock to scrutinise everything (early in the morning lei) but got the gist of it though. he wants to get to know me in which by the time i was shaking my head like i was on ecstasy or something.
anyway, i do silly things in the morning, so pardon me for my retardedness.
anyway, about the photoshoot, it was definitly fun, especially doing it with joxef. oh well, i'm to tired to elaborate on it any longer. all i can say is, i am hating qi paos, feet achin like crazy and too much poses to do that i ran out of ideas.
in total, i think we took more than a million photos and i'm not exaggerating.
well, just going to post some that i secretly took while i was in the changing room. will post again when the studio shoots come in .
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will post about it again when the studio shoots come in . procrastinating in progress......
love,
chanel
ps: thanks to iris the make up artist and douglas the pthotographer for making things even more happening!
to fel: darling, things will turn out fine yea?
♥ the last words are written at 11:59 PM
Friday, August 24, 2007
good bye to w35f
FORGIVE THEM, KIDS WILL ALWAYS BE KIDSwell, this entry is directed to those whom it may concern.
for those who are indirectly involved in this, i suggest you keep your asses out of this as it is none of your business. in other words, get on with life ok??
now that we have all gone our seperate ways, i actually decided to just sweep the matter under the rug and forget about it, but now that i have read what was written in both felicia's blog AND her tagboard, seriously, WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE??
GROW UP will you?? from my perspective of things, felicia DID NOT state names of who ever she was referring to, so those whom actually replied on her tagboard and actually stated your names, well, CONGRATULATIONS! you have just admitted to the whole blogosphere that you are those childish freaks that felicia was referring to.
i agree with felicia that there are people who are NOT involved and yet make things up to go against us. well, i personally do not have anything against you guys and yet you INSOLENT FOOLS still try to go against us in the most childish manner yet. scram off if you do not know what is EXACTLY happening around here.
and those who are still caught in self denial, thinking that they know everything? well, you bloody hell DO NOT. forgotten what you have learnt in cognitive thinking?? before you even dare to make a judgement or draw a conclusion of things, please do look into other's perspective, or what they call, STAKEHOLDERS'S perspective.
both me and felicia knows very well who started this shit months ago and i'm sure that person does too. just because of that one person who refuses to face up to reality, we're all in this state right now. its not as if we have nothing better to do ok?
so what if i DO NOT enjoy living in fantasy, dreaming about being some actor's wife, does that make me an outcast? well, i choose to be more mature and face up to reality. fantasising of pop stars was what i used to do in LOWER SECONDARY, not now.
oh well. i certainly do not wish to persue the matter any longer. definitely have much better things to do. and besides, now that we have already seperated ways, i CERTAINLY do not see a point in making a big fuss of this any longer. not going to stoop to such low standards of those ignorant kids.
and please, to those who thinks my english suck, well, you should just go and double check on your own standards before you come judging mine.
on a lighter note, had yet ANOTHER feast after work.
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our very own pizza before it enters the oven
after! thanks to peng for makin it outta shape
our feastthere's lasagne.chicken fingers, fish fingers. calamari fritti,fried prawns, grossed out pizza and insalata ceseare. why is the pizza grossed out? look closely and you can actually see anchovies in it. thanks to peng again who wanted to try it out.
after eating a small speck of anchovy, peng actually spat that damn thing out annd ran to the basin to wash his mouth. coming back saying only one sentence. 'i swear the smell of the fish shot right into my brains'
alrights, going out soon. shall stop here then
love,
chanel
ps: to those i've referred to earlier, i'm not trying to start a war here or anything. but just for all humanities sake, PLEASE GROW UP!! call me a bitch all you want. i don't really care.
♥ the last words are written at 2:27 PM
Thursday, August 23, 2007
PFCA midnight mafias
PFCA MIDNIGHT MAFIAwanted to blog on monday, but all thanks to my dear retarded handphone, i cannot get the pictures till wednesday night, thus, i can only blog today. i am so not procrastinating. i swear.
oh well, had one hell of a week. skipped school two days in a row, so here's a scoop of my week so far.
monday- went to yishun for breakfast to meet a very late felicia for breakfast. as we all started singing after breakfast. smarty me came up with the idea to go for a singing session at k box. all the more, we were just in time for k lunch!
went to work after singing, only to have another slacky day at work. all i was practically doing was standing around, talking, playing and messaging on my phone. however, after work, as there was only me and peng left, and we were both complaining about the sick excuse of a dinner, cold pasta with some unknown cream sauce, reminiscing about siang's cooking, we decided to help ourselves to the kitchen. first up! lagsanewith prawns, followed by calamari fritti, insalata ceseare and then grissini with parma ham and pancetta. can you believe me and peng actually managed to whip up these dishes by ourselves?? we even helped ourselves to drinks! never had so much fun before
the mafias: me and peng 
lagsane with prawns and insalata ceseare
grissin with parma and pancetta. white wine or corona?tuesday- went to ya kun in northpoint for breakfast and meet up with the VERY late felicia again for breakfast, and as it was computing module for the day, can't really blame for not having ANY motivation to go for it. i swear, its not even a speck of it. after 2 HOURS of intense brainstorming, we still did not come up with anything and so, we decided to go our seperate ways.
wednesday- went to work after school and managed to get persuaded to work the again the next day. sorry mr horny, i'll meet you on friday yea? as soon as all the other staff is out of the restaurant, me and peng went to help ourselves to the kitchen again, but however, the fun seems to have diminshed. maybe its because the thrill isn't there anymore. we'll be so busted if we ever gotten found out.
super salty innovated insalata ceseare, calamari fritti and potato wedgesalrights, no inspiration to blog no more. tagboard not moving. =(
love,
chanel
ps: distrust me? say it to my face. stop doing things to humiliate yourself behind my back. don't give that anal excuse of trying to protect me. its plain dunce.
♥ the last words are written at 9:58 AM
Sunday, August 19, 2007
it is now that we start
IS THAT ALL THERE IS?oh well, had the sudden urge to blog last night but was stopped, thanks to mr horny who repetitively kept asking me to sleep just because it was coming to 3am in the morning. ( what's wrong with blogging at 3 am??) he said that as he was playing it safe as i made him responsible for my eye bags. so yea people, blame mr horny for my lack of penmanship as i lost all inspiration. alright, i admit after one night of weird dreams, i forgot what is it that i wanted to say.
burned my finger while cooking instant noodles for myself and now it has a disgusting bubble on it.
disgusting enough? and its freaking painful i tell you.
went to work despite it being a saturday. raymond ( my manager) said that he needs my help in the bar as there are a few newbies around. being the kind and soft hearted me( yes i am!!) i greed to work. who am i kidding?? i need the cash badly, and miss the fireworks. sorry mr horny. opportunity costs people!!
for the first time in my life, i worked in my red mango top and white shorts. cool yea? as i my uniform was in the wash, and raymond DID say that he will settle it, which apparently he did not, thus resulting in this circumstances. the feeling is so familiar as it feels like the time when i went to ricky's army camp in my ballet attire. EXTREMELY out of place
anyway, work yesterday is a total slack out. all i did was, drinks, desserts and 3/4 of the time was spent standing around doing nothing. i even had time to compete with raymond on who can make the more perfect cafe latte despite the sucky milk the company is using. of course its no question to who won it hands down. wanted to take a photo of the results but raymond stopped me from doing it.
i now totally agree with mr horny that although a jaguar is suppose to be a luxury car, it is not as comfortable as his mitsubishi colt. besides, the mitsubishi has that sleepy aura in it that makes the passenger sleepy.
oh yea, and what's up with the seletar dam being only for japanese cars?? as we did not know where to go after work, i suggested to mr horny, why not go to seletar dam, and got a direct 'NO! SELETAR DAM IS DEDICATED FOR JAPANESE CARS' ( mr horny likes to shout over the phone) i mean, what's wrong with a jaguar going to seletar?? i know its a little weird, a jaguar amongst sports cars is like, well, a european amongst japanese, but still??? sorry for that lame analogy, can't think up of a better one.
where's the whole idea of standing out and not blending in?? they clearly did not put up a sign saying ' not a japanese car? scram off!' or something along the lines. why is it that italian bikes like cagiva mito is able to go there and not lamborghinis??
and speaking of lamborghinis, i came across this two pictures and immediately mr horny came to my mind.
mr horny will be saying ' that's freaking hot!!' and by that, he means the car. while i will be like ' isn't that the victoria's secret angels??' oh well, what is the world coming to?? * rolls eyes* speaking of which,why is it that all those guys who owns big cars nice cars like the 'euro r' all old and balding??
digressing, my favourite car in one of my favourite colour.
signing off
love,
chanel
ps: please stop lookin down on others when you are not so perfect yourself. i am ashamed by your actions. to those who commented on the photos of my secondary school days, please understand that i'm from a girl's school and kissing each other is a norm there. besides, what's wrong wih lesbianism?? only gays are disgusting. i admit, i'm such a freaking feminist.
to rodney: i'm really sorry for the way i've treated you and i do know how you feel. i've been through it, but i've learnt that by wanting something means you will never get it,and i hope you do too by now.
♥ the last words are written at 1:57 PM
Thursday, August 16, 2007
the urge to blog
SATISFYING MY URGE TO BLOGsuddenly had a weird urge to blog, so yea, here i am.
had something to bitch about though,its something to do with this particular person in my life.
well, a two-headed snake i will call. well, thanks for pissing me off early in the morning with all your absurd nonsensical assumptions and trying to be a know-it-all, because you know what?? you don't know a god damn thing, so stop pretending to know everything under the sun.
why a two-headed snake? what will you call a person who wishes and speaks well of the people around you and then in a turn of events, starts condemning every single creature revolving around your life?? well, all i can say is, STOP CONDEMNING AS YOU ARE NOT SO PERFECT YOURSELF.
ok, now that i have gotten it off my chest, on the lighter side of life, went to shaun's house yesterday to slack as usual. missed work as i was not feeling very well, and got a good scolding from my manager, but well, there's nothing good ol' chicken soup cannot cure.
oh well, shaun gave me quite a shock yesterday. here's what happen. i was waiting for him to fetch me to his house from seletar camp, and as he drives a black mitsubishi colt plus, definitely i was keeping my eyes peeled for well, a mitsubishi colt plus. but alas! a beige jaguar stopped in front of me with shaun in the driver's seat. i could practically feel the stares of the bystanders burning into my back.
leaving school early to meet reina and papa steven later. oh yea, speaking of papa steven, found out that during camp corri, on the campfire night, which is also the night when ricky and his friend came to find me, well, it was papa steven who stopped them from entering. that means, they have met before!! how small can the world get??
another is that an old friend of mine is actually the boyfriend of one of shuan's old friend too!! oh my, singapore is seriously getting smaller. what other shocking coincidences will there be lied in stored??
shall stop now, gotta do my presentation soon.
love,
chanel
Lord grant me the serenity to accept things i cannot change, courage to change things i can change and wisdom to tell the difference.
♥ the last words are written at 1:01 PM
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
missing my sec sch days
REMINISCES OF MY SECONDARY SCHOOL DAYSdamn, reina has done it again, complete with actual first hand accounts and pictures to top it off. now i'm missing my secondary school days like crazy.
seriously, thanks to those people like, reina, poh yi, kel, ting, paulyn, gwen, fang, desiree, and krys, they have made my life in secondary school a blast of a lifetime. never gonna forget you guys yea?
i missed copying homework
i missed screaming my head off
i missd climbing from one toilet cubicle to another
i missed scaring reina
i missed eating cup noodles almost everyday after school
i missed sleeping in class
i missed getting punished together
i missed having picnics in class
i missed having water fights with the nike bottle
i missed sliding off the staircase railings
i missed listening about the stories of ms thanabal and her bf during literature lesson
yea, there's still much more of course, but you don't expect me to state everything down yea?
classics:
reina crawled all the way from her seat to mine in masura's class and squatted behind my seat in a froggy kinda way and in less than 10 mins, masura's voice can be heard all over 3rd floor.
we were sliding off the railings after recess and genevieve fell, exposing more than she wanted.
kelly was helping me with my zipper when mr tonight-want-to-fight came in and saw the back of my bra and all he could say was ' oops, sorry'
reina and me were sleeping during accounts class and when the class made too much noise, and mdm kee went ' class, keep quiet, jasmine and reina is ill'
awww man. missed those days. alrightes, pictures i stole from reina's blog. not all though. too lazy.
love,
chanel
ps: please do keep in contact yea people?? especially the 7 mushrooms. and yes mr horny, i miss your pillow. happy?? stop tempting me already!! haha
♥ the last words are written at 9:24 AM
Friday, August 10, 2007
happy national day
HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!sorry for the late update. did not really have the mood to blog though. (think: its not laziness, its not laziness)
oh well, celebrated the nation's bithday in the most unpatriotic manner. caught a snippet of the national day parade on the large screen of shaw house at orchard though. at least i got to see my favourite part, which is where the millitry guys come in. oh man, don't forget i have a fetish for guys in uniform, not that i am proud of it, sheesh. i was practically standing there drooling. oops, too much information.
watched Rush Hour 3 the night before with shaun and went home freaking late ( shaun said he will be responsible for my increasing eye bags) so yea, i slept till late afternoon, by the time i left the house, its almost evening. went to orchard hotel with mummy and uncle andy for a buffet dinner, however, the selection of food was sadly limited.
went to shaun's house after that to watch Taxi by queen latifah and was practically crapping our way through the night. dozed off in the car after that with a very sleepy shaun driving me home. =p
crap man, my phone is screwed. so many problems in one single phone. anyone wanna get me a new phone??
love
chanel
ps: if your life is a movie, will it have a good or a bad ending? i love aries ( shaun's husky)!! sorry for the lack of pictures, all thanks to my screwed up phone and its screwed up camera. sorry rodney, for the way i'm treatin you, i'm feelin the guilt, but i just can't help it.
♥ the last words are written at 9:20 AM
Friday, August 03, 2007
i want ricky back
BIG GIRLS DON'T CRYto those who has been telling me to update, well, sorry for the lack of updates. the sudden flood of problems caught me offguard till i find myself at a lost.
conversed with him over the phone last night, not knowing if it s suppose to be a good idea or not. afterall, for the past 1 and 1/2 yrs, it was he whom i confided in. i needed someone whom actually understands my situation through and through.
although he made me tell, i only told him around half of the problems that i'm facing. i felt that i should'nt be exposing too much of feelings anyway, knowing full well the way he's going to talk to me. besides, there are things that are better left unsaid but yet is affecting the way i think and feel far more than i thought.
there's those usual relationship and family thingy. but now, school life and even my own health is turning against me. regarding the health issue, fel is the one and only person on the face of this earth to know the details and i hope that it remains that way thank you very much.
no mood to blog. night people.
love,
chanel
ps: fel, i really do not wish to see a doctor for this, i'm really scared of the results.but i promise, if the condition worsens, i'll go see ok? meanwhile, just pray for me and hope that i get better yea??
