having difficulty eating the cake *laughs*
went rounding after that at pierce reservoir but the skies looks daunting enough. as it was quite dark at the car park and that there were a few cars parked there, me and fel decided to have a little fun while the guys go park their bikes. me and fel went looking at all the cars, some of which had their air con on, trying to catch a couple making out.
at the end, we can only come up with conclusions as those couples seems really good at hiding. damn.
think i'm suffering from serious short term memory right now. i can't seem to remember what i did over the weekends. jave asked me this morning where did i go and i swear i took around 5 minutes to actually answer him a gist of saturday.
ok ok, fel juz reminded me what i did on saturday. went to eat pepper lunch( seriously good food) then cyril's house for vcds followed by dinner cum supper at changi village. ending off at changi airport (again!)
ricky called yesterday, bringing back with him all the memories and my hidden feelings. i miss him, A LOT, i admit.what can i do? he's become a part of my life. everywhere i go, there are always things that reminds me of him. what i can do now is try to move on.
well, i thought now that i have broken up with ricky, things will turn out for the better, but things are just deteriorating to the rocks. oh well, as people always say: just go with the flow.
to those it might concern: get off my back before i blow at you.
love,
chanel
ps: special thanks to JOHN for giving me one of the best massages and making me super happy for it. now i'm gonna ask for it everyday. =P