Tuesday, July 17, 2007
celebrating my new life: sometimes i amaze myself
WARNING: EXTREMELY LONG ENTRYso little time and yet so many things have happened. sometimes just looking back astonishes me that so many BIG things can happen and yet to me, it does'nt really seem like it had happened. well, welcome to my new life.
first off, i have broken up with ricky, this time for real. this may come as a shock for some but for the others, our prediction came true. don't worry people, much to my own amazement, i have already gotten over it, much more sooner than i thought. maybe, i did not love him as much i thought i have OR maybe i was getting sick of how he treated me like shit for the last few days. although i have gotten over him, its seems weird that a few weeks ago, we were still happily together, or maybe, it was just me happy, and now, we're gone. he claimed to have lost all possible feelings for me and that we were not meant to be, all that shit. well, breaking up is for the better, i think.
it'll be hard for me, i know, to find another guy who can offer the same sense of security he used to give me. but well, the sadness is over, just a bit of reminiscing of the past. but its thanks to felicia that i manage to get over it in less than 3 days. it just took one full day of tears and next day is smiles again. i might be stronger than i think.
addicted to the song 'last night' by P diddy. really meaningful to me. shows how a guy's HUGE ego can actually ruin a relationship.
ok ok, i shall stop talking about ricky. gist of what i have been up to these past days.
fri went to double O with felicia and john. john seemed horribly scared to dance with me though. but by the time we were done dancing, we were all sweating like crazy. was spotted by some professional looking photogapher while we're dancing the night away. met rodnea(pronounced as rodny, not rodnia) for the first time and it was kinda weird as i did not know him and yet he was gonna pillon me ( that man's got a mean set of wheels i tell you). went to chinatown for supper before going home.
me and john before dancing
fel, john and lychee martini
i'm so sweaty
getting on the dance floor
cam-whoring even in the toilet saturday, was a day full of tears, shattered hearts and bruises on my arm. i have totally given up on him now and i am super glad that felica was there for me. went out at around 10 at night with felicia, cyril, rodnea and sky. went to changi village to see some bapok before going on to explore old changi hospital. wanted to scare some teenagers before realising that they are actually a group of police. was running away in the dark and silent giggles. we then decided to go changi airport as our next stop. ate burger kings breakfast despite my pleas for mac's and was laughning over the pronounciation of the croissant. went home only at 6am after afew complaints from mum.
woke up on sunday feeling weird, i ate breakfast and went to sleep.anyway felicia called me to go brewerkz for lunch and so rodnea came to fetch me. felt so bad as i made him wait in the hot sun while i bathed. what to do, ask him to ride slowly don't wanna listen to me. *trying to look smart* after lunch, we all followed rodnea to get mc, as he's too lazy to book in. oops, top secret exposed. went to cyril's house to watch 'epic movie' vcd and laughed ur heads off.
'lil' rodnea and cyril relieving childhood memories on the see-saw intending to go to school on monday, BUT felicia happily called me while i was on the bus and manages to persuade me to skip school AGAIN. almost naturally kelvin and jave skipped school with me. after a really really short afternoon nap with an EXTREMELY weird dream( fel should know) went out to watch die hard 4.0 with fel, cyril and rodnea at vivocity. went to marina pier after that and had some serious cam-whoring. what to do? that's what you get when two cam-whoress comes together.
this is what i do when i get bored 
at marina pier. super hang out place 
trying to mimic a ghost
i'm look so tired
cyril spoilt the pic
random cam-whoring pictures.
that's about all for now, gotta go help out with the presentation
love,
chanel
ps: i love you fel!!! thanks to you, i fell in love with rounding. i seriously do not know what is wrong with blogger, i first few paragraphs are all crammed up. totally disgusting
