Sunday, March 11, 2007

haiz..i should just end my life

i know, its been almost a month since i've blogged. but lately, i've been in a emotional roller-coaster. i dunno. maybe i'm not as strong as i thought i am, but, yes, i am.

i'm sure most of the o level students are not happy and proud about their results. hi, i'm one of you guys. for those who did extremely well, well, you should just get off with life and stop being a pain in the neck. i am quite sure this is the startin of this roller-coaster. yea, a roller-coaster tat got cut halfway at its tracks.

question. did anybody in this world ever gotten backstabbed by anyone?yes? how about by one of your parent? forget bout those whose parents sold their own children into slavery. yes? now,how bout being backstabbed by both parents? well, it just happened to me. am i suppose to be proud of it? i wonder. i don't really give a damn if you're not close to me. but my own parents?? how would YOU feel if you've just got a kiss on each cheek by your parents and they just turn around to bite you on your freakin ass??

really, i just want all of this to end. where's dear when i need him,at a time like this? its not as if i blame him or anything, but i just want him to just be by my side right now. haiz.

maybe i'll just curl up and die.

love
chanel